I was wondering why friends come back when they need you. I was pretty messed up. Was even thinking to give up that is so unlike me. But some of the comments of my readers on the two posts previous to the voted one made me re-think over it.

And then I realised, the person here in question was the same one who has been my lifeline all these years.. So what if the flow of the time and life took him a few steps forward. I tried to keep pace but it wasn't working, he is way taller than me and take too long steps..
But he was still the same.. The one who was my twin-soul, who understood things even before I expressed them vocally. The one who has been my only comfort, the one who dint have to be told things, he guessed them..

Awww.. Even keying those things down brings me an ear to ear grin. And I was gonna let you move.. How could I? I feel opprobrious when I think about it..

So it happened this way, I realized that since you are my 'bestest' friend or as we always say- 'next to best friend depending on the situation', I have every right to fight with you and confront you. And since I know, you would never actually realize the ice, I would have to intimate you about it.

I know you were uneasy about the things, but I never showed and you never saw that I was "throwing attitude".

Apology, you know, never holds any importance to me unless the other person makes a point to not repeat the mistakes.. And you, are an amature when it comes to saying sorry. Okay, I know, Erich Segal says, "Love is when you don't have to say Sorry". Never mind.

You know, bringing me back to normal isn't a daunting task for you. All you have to say is, Okay, You said that.


The way you are trying to resolve the things is cute, you know..
I cant stay annoyed for a longer time you know that too, though I haven't told you that the ice somewhat melted on its own when I heard that song on TV- which song, doesn't matter, 'cuz you wont recall the thing it is related to.

Anyways, You know you matter hell loads and I missed you hell loads..
Ketch'up. Fast. I am waiting in the mid way.
Love you loads...

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

P.S. Expecting a love story is analogous to expecting a rock concert out of Ghulam Ali
P.P.S. This post would not make sense to many of you, I apologise already.

That's Mom and Me (L to R) :D

For a change, this post isnt going to be Grammar and language oriented one.

The title of the post is apt. I am tired of saying "God try me". Rabb ji mera 'try' ka button press kar ke bhool gaye lagta hai.

I woke up in a rotten mood today. Why rotten, dont ask me. Might be some dream I dont remember. To add on to it, I felt inflated. AAArrggghhhh!! Gym me haddiyaan tudwa ke pagal ho gayi hoon and fir bhi inflated!! Kya musibat hai.
Zindagi jhandwa wala din hai aaj.

Was talking to a friend online and she was super pissed off on the very same old problem- shaadi. I fail to understand, is shaadi the centre of the universe?
I fail to understand the folks. They inculcate you with ambitions while you are growing up. Kuch karo, kuch banke dikhaao. Aur jab turn aati hai kuch ban ke dikhane ki toh pata nahi kahan se beech mein ye shaadi tapak padti hai. Shaadi karo. Acha aur to aur, pehle to sara din padho- padho aur kuch mat karo, aur fir suno padhayi mein reh gaye, koi ladka dhoondh hi lete. Kya musibat hai.
Okay, I love my folks, I know whatever they do is for my own best, but I am cribbing today. Dint I say I am rotten mood.

Aur suno abhi. Kuch log itne mean hote hain. Jab apna mann kara aa gaye mooh uthha ke aur jab zaroorat nahi hai toh poocho bhi na mud ke that why aren't you talking? Do you have some problem? As if the other person is problem-proof and emotions-proof.
As if hum to wehle hain. I am tired of being at some one else's disposal. Mujhe zyada aakhar aayi hui hai jo I have to drag the relationship? ( Am I the only desperate one?)
Koi na. Gin Gin ke badle loongi.

Sabse badi musibat toh batana bhool hi gayi. Yaar padhayi karna bada hi aukha kaam hai. (hard, difficult job). Aiwen hi bina zaroorat ki musibat mol le li hai maine!! Phew!! *Drains sweat off the forehead*

Bas haan bas. Kaafi hai aaj ke liye.

Okay, yes this is a lame way to kick start a new month, but I am really pissed off. The reason, okay, is the tantrumous mood swing fit since yesterday. Now adding on this, I received the following message in my mail box.

Orkut, face book friend requests are all right not that annoying, but friend request in the mail box?? and that too anonymous? AAAARRRGGHHHH!!!

Anyone really wants to do me a favor?? You have the mail id, please thrash this person on my behalf..