Redefining Abstractions: That Awkward Moment

Thursday, March 22

That Awkward Moment

at 9:02 pm

Age is just a number.

दिल के बहलाने को ग़ालिब ये ख़याल अच्छा है.

I will be 28 in a few months. I don't know, may be it is one of those days. This morning, this thought struck to me like a lightening bolt. 'What am I doing with my life?' Mid life crisis too soon may be.

10 years ago, I was a proud person, an independent person who had this feeling that I have the liberty to take the decisions of my life. I dint know back then, that the decision I have been taking are not considered as life decisions.

Today, when I look back in the past 10 years, I realize that I have not taken a single decision for my life. Which I could. I did not take a decision, when I should have. But like Geet said in Jab we met, I chose this life for myself, therefore I have no right to crib about it.

I have no idea what to do and how to do. Its just a phase, I'll get back to normal in another 2-3 days I know.

3 Obiter Dicta (Comment here):

Akanksha said...: I am sure you'll get back to being normal soon sweety. Just hang in there...Thoughts like these come and go, don't bother much about it all.Enjoy whatever you have in life, and make efforts to get what you strive for:)

Hugs
Akanksha; 22 March 2012 at 11:19 pm
bondgal_rulz said...: Like the person above me said, hang in there!

This too shall pass :)

Cheers; 1 April 2012 at 12:32 pm
jas said...: don't let it pass... delve into it.. be consumed by this feeling.. perhaps then you'll know what you need to do; 29 April 2012 at 11:57 am